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30 November 09 , Monday

Happy Birthday to Lyn & Pang Jie jie ~
Wahahahhaa 2 ppl birthday lol~
Haix Sien,
My headache until now still pain why ar?
My neck this few days at night very pain why again ar?
My ear Sometimes pain cause i use handfree and listen song when i slp Why arR?
cause i like la LOL ><
My Heart Pain i dint do anything leh sobx why why why arr?

Yesterday 12am off computer And then watch movie until 4am.
The movie very funny de zzzz i dont know why when i laugh hor..
My heart very pain Zzz omg? When i stopped, no pain ady.
Heart + Neck pain during ytd 2.30am-4am Neck more pain than heart.

To G_ _
Mai Upset le ok? Anything u can tell me, i'll stand at urside helping you.
I know how u feel but as u said just a game..
For me Say easy but do is hard >< So cheer ok?
Need Anything ask from me, if i can help i will help, If cant i also try
TO HELP! ok? Be happy and enjoy maple ~ B4 I CANT MAPLE ANYMORE!!

28 November 09 , Saturday

lolz,
Finally Im back T.T
I can on ady aiks. Wanna know why i cannot on? Cause argue with parents.
Hehe But im back also wut who care >_<
I told my 2nd sis about blood blood thingy 0.o
She say better tell my daddy and go check ..
And she say alot of people cause of this dont care and.. And
Get tio Cancer and died !!!? Am i ONE OF THEM?! OMG? >_
To Lyn
Lyn ty for helping me find song but u pick wrongly that voice suck ><
-Not my Voice-

To 4eva Mei
Ty 4eva Mei for helping me correct the song in my blog hehes

To Someone<33
I guess i know who are you lols ^^ Ty for being waiting me all along =D
Im back yeah ~

To Myself
LOL WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW? ^^ I dont know 0.o

25 November 2009 , Wednesday

Zzzz Scary days today.. but i wont write out whats happened abt this
AFTERNOON When im in office WORKING >.< (Not Heart arrh)
It Disgusting u know T.T if wanna know then find me.
I One by One explain.
ErMmmMmmMm ..

I can only tell abit 0.o
This Afternoon i saw alot of blood BLOOD FROM ME!!
Those Blood is MINE de lolz! Wanna know whats wrong? Hahhahahs!
Lai find me Lor :D

Haix.. Samething my heart pain again awhile im doing my work in office.
Once again, It pain until my tears drop out.
This time when i breathe abit also pain, Abit only also pain omg hor?
Hard to breathe leh, Somebody help pl0x hahas ><
It's looks like heart stopped -_-''

Hehe >< i want coffee please T.T
(i curi-curi drink hehehehhe)

24 November 09 , Tuesday

LOL Zakum until 1.30am for 2round. Whose Fault? Gyo fault la sobx!Dont let me go sleep T.T Tmr i got work arrh!! I want piak u liao Zzzz
Btw woke up at 8am done all my thing and 8.30am drink 1cups of coffee.
Atcually i cant drink, Maplers Friends those who know about my thing they scolded me, if i drink coffee. lol but i curi curi go drinks w/o telling them.

-WORKING TIMES
-9am - 12pm

-LUNCH TIMES-
12pm - 1pm (Diao 1hour only hehe)

Once i finished my lunch i went back to office.. not longer i done my data.
Boss ask me to go upstair do thing >< cause im sitting the places is not mine and
The girl is back for awhile and do thing LOL!
Ok when while im doing my work..Standing and doing somethings Like around 3pm+Omg ady. My heart getting pain and pain. Very pain. When pain i faster sit down and rest.BUT! No use still pain and i hard to breathe. I CANT BREATHE >_<
It Keep on pain no stop at all Zzzzzz Until the times around 4pm+ it stopped.
Then 5pm+ here comes again LOL are u playing with me? =.=''
No kidding! HAHAH

What to do? Ty you guys are caring me but..
-Im not Going to Check-up-
or
Come find me carry me and go check-up wahhahahaha
Hey Im serious no joking lolz hehe ^^
(When the days will come?)

22 November 2009 , Sunday

Today was a great days When at night was a bad days..
I hate my mom EVERYTIME SCOLD ME AND FIND THING TO SCOLD ME MAKE ME ANGRY AND DULAN! SAID I PLAY COMPUTER TOO MUCH!
Yea i play computer too much so? SAID I PLAY TOO MUCH HERE PAIN THERE PAIN!
AND SAY I COMPLAIN MY HEART PAIN!
THE WORST THING THAT SHE SAID IS ..
- SHE SAID LATER I COMPLAIN HERE PAIN THERE PAIN, LATER ASK US TO BRING U GO SEE DR AND WASTE MONEY -
What The Fuck is that ?
DID I EVER COMPLAIN TO U ABT MY HEART? THE ANSWER IS NO !
Who care? You care? I dont think so ! ALWAYS SAID ME CRAZY,STUPID AND BRAINLESS ETC ETC!
Eh i rather u dint born me out and FACE TO U AND SURFER THIS KIND OF SHYTE OF MY FCKING LIFE DAMN IT!
I love dad MORE THAN U ! Very much DAMN BLOODY MUCH!
About my heart ,
AND I RATHER diam 7 and wait until the day died.
Use abit money on me really so important to you? For ME to see DR and CHECK UP! That's MY LIFE!
How About you guys USE MONEY on my BROTHER?
Eg : CHECK UP,COURT,CAR,CREDIT CARD,HP BILL & ETC ?
Please Im not brainless..You guys are brainless!
I check up for 1times cant? Try and use ur brain and count on my brother.
Dont know how to Count? Use Hand, Hand cant? Okays nvm USE CACULATOR DEN!
ESPECIALLY COURT! You tot VERY CHEAP?
OH FUCK IM UR DAUGHTER MAN! But Sorry from that day WHEN im 8YRS OLD i ADY HATES U DAMN MUCH!

RED - ANGRY
PURPLE - ABOUT MY FUCKING LIFE Zzzz
BLUE - Angry n Life Zzzz


-Waiting To Die Ty-

21 November 2009 , Saturday

Omg Zzz its getting worst now.. And i so stress
(Working)
Heart Attack problem? Or Others? I dont know.
Last 2days It pain until i cant move for a moment..
My sick has getting worst now..
Kim Mei mei n some frends asked me not to drink coffee anymore Zzz

But i still got drink but not much and its makes me pain >.<
I Asked my dad : Sometimes my heart pain, Should i need check up?
Dad : No
Dad : (Excuse) You pain cause of you after eat and sit infront of the comp no do exercise and those food stuck and bla bla bla ~
I : ... (Walked Away)

I realised when my mom scolding me with a shyte reason and i get angry..
My heart was pain ...
Alot of ppl ask me to see Dr But i dint ..
I have asked my sis abt checking too, She just ONE WORD and say to me
-Checking no need money arh u think?-
Zzzzzzz

Last 3day THATS the days i was so scare (At Night) .. When i washing my plate
My heart pain again .. Its pain until my tears drop out n lye down.
Ytd was a good day no pain at all ^.^
Somedays it will comes again.
I'll get ready and waiting for you come to me once again and again ...

I'll Not See Dr Since they say these kind of shyte to me
Just Let me be ..
Until i died that day .. Ty.

15 November 09 , Sunday

My sick is getting worst n worst ..
Abt my heart ..
A long time ago its happened to me b4 until today still the same thing..
Its anot everytime,everydays or every minit pain..
But ..
Yesterday its pain more than 3times in a day .. 1st time that i never had.
I scare the day will come ..
And i hvt see doctor yet ....
..